12/21/2020 my 40th birthday. I started drinking early that day. I build houses and on that particular day we had a storm you wouldn’t believe with torrential downpour the entire day. I threw on my rain gear, kept popping open my beers, and had one of my best days I can remember. The weather had no affect on me whatsoever and seemed entirely fitting to the way life(mine in particular) is going. It was such an enjoyable day, done with a huge smile on my face. The house we were building at the time, I carpooled to with my 19 year old nephew, so I didn’t have to worry about driving and he dropped me off at home after work. We had a peaceful dinner and then it started snowing, our first snow on the first day of winter on my birthday. A whirlwind day of happy of which I drank 16 of an 18 pack of Henry Weinhart Private Reserve. The next day I took the 2 beers I had left with me to work in my cooler, they were ice cold. So our 10:00 break rolls around, I reach in my cooler, pop one open and take a big drink. It tasted horrible. I don’t know what it was but I couldn’t drink it and dumped it. We got back to work until lunchtime, when again I reached in my cooler for my last beer. I again pop it open and take a drink. It tasted worse this time than the first and again I dumped it out. My last one. I purposefully spilt to the ground. I loved the taste of beer and in blessings moment God turned my beer into shit flavor. It was then, in a clearheaded moment, I changed my path. The disgusting taste uncrossed wires in my brain and in an instant I no longer wanted any part of it. It was divine intervention on the highest levels that came out of nowhere. I had no intentions of quitting but in a flash I was done. I used to be at least a 12 pack a day drinker to an instant stop. Since then I have only had a few cravings that went away fairly quickly. This time was different. It was the culmination of a slough of factors that lead me to that moment; including finding God after He continually sent out a search party for me, Trump as my President (even though I highly disliked him before he was the greatest President of all time), Q showing up to enlighten us, and The Great Awakening. Ultimately I was lead here to where my frens are and I’m living on hopium. Well that’s all I have, it was kind of a rant. I hope it’s what you’re looking for and thank you for asking. That was actually the first time I put thought into it and wrote it down. Have a great night and be blessed fren. ? I’ll close with words from Tom MacDonald “And a calm sea don't make a skilled sailor So I thank the heavens for the stormy weather”