(I’m never getting the vaccine.)
I don’t know if I can do this anymore. The government is threatening me on a daily basis. My peers are brainwashed. My school is going to kick me out. Now I’m going to lose my job. I have no savings and have worked so hard to support myself paycheck to paycheck for 10 years. I only had one class left to graduate. I was so close to my dream and now it’s been taken from me. My time, work and dedication has been stolen.
Today, for the first time in alI of this, I finally broke down in tears. Biden’s announcement is too much to bare. The stress is too much.
They’ll never break me, but they have successfully fucked up my life. I’ve overcome to so much to get where I am and now all hope seems lost.
Who else is about to snap?
This push from Biden is an actual assault and I feel backed into a corner with nothing to lose. What is going to happen now.
It feels like all I can do is wait and watch as more evidence comes out that the vaccine is killing people. But as more and more disturbing data emerges they just push the shot harder and harder. It feels like everyone is trying to coerce me into medical rape and they keep taking things from me to add pressure.
Please help me not lose hope. This community is all I’ve got. Where is Q? Where is the military?
Please God give me a sign.
Edit: I know it could be worse and it probably will be, but today all of the stress just hit me at once. I’d been holding it in for 18 months.
After breaking down I prayed for the first time in 25 years and it really helped. New strategy unlocked.
only faith in God can overcome this fear you are facing
You’re right. As of tonight I’m going to start praying on a regular basis. I could use the strength and I need to remember there is a power higher than all of this.
That is what "magnify the Lord" means. Instead of magnifying the problem, meaning looking at how big and impossible it all looks, magnify the Lord and look at how big and all powerful He is. If you spend time meditating just on the Lord and reading scriptures that show how capable He is, you will start to have more faith. I also need to remember to do this, especially now. This is definitely a test of faith for all of us now.