(I’m never getting the vaccine.)
I don’t know if I can do this anymore. The government is threatening me on a daily basis. My peers are brainwashed. My school is going to kick me out. Now I’m going to lose my job. I have no savings and have worked so hard to support myself paycheck to paycheck for 10 years. I only had one class left to graduate. I was so close to my dream and now it’s been taken from me. My time, work and dedication has been stolen.
Today, for the first time in alI of this, I finally broke down in tears. Biden’s announcement is too much to bare. The stress is too much.
They’ll never break me, but they have successfully fucked up my life. I’ve overcome to so much to get where I am and now all hope seems lost.
Who else is about to snap?
This push from Biden is an actual assault and I feel backed into a corner with nothing to lose. What is going to happen now.
It feels like all I can do is wait and watch as more evidence comes out that the vaccine is killing people. But as more and more disturbing data emerges they just push the shot harder and harder. It feels like everyone is trying to coerce me into medical rape and they keep taking things from me to add pressure.
Please help me not lose hope. This community is all I’ve got. Where is Q? Where is the military?
Please God give me a sign.
Edit: I know it could be worse and it probably will be, but today all of the stress just hit me at once. I’d been holding it in for 18 months.
After breaking down I prayed for the first time in 25 years and it really helped. New strategy unlocked.
A lot of things have been falling apart in my life and this speech today just crushed me like a ton of bricks... I have a religous exemption at the place I work because they already mandated the vaccine, but I'm not sure if that will hold after this and I may need to get a lawyer, but I really love my job and if I get laid off I'm not sure how I'm going to get a job this good so quickly.
To add to it all, my pregnant wife and I were at the doctor today to get an ultrasound to check the weight and anatomy and everything went well, then the doctor came in and for the first time, a doctor pressured and scared my wife about the vaccine. She was scared, especially because her cousin in another country almost died a couple weeks ago from covid, and she sounded like she was going to get the vaccine.
I gave a passionate plea against it (we've had this conversation before) and she got upset that I was "yelling" at and "deciding" for her. We fought all the way home and she said she wouldn't get it for now but it was really bad and I really thought she would get it (all of my in-laws have it).
Anyways, this was a horrible day and Biden's speech just crushed me... I don't have any of my family or friends where we live, so with the argument today and Biden's speech, I just feel so isolated, abandonded and hurt. Prayer definitely helps, but this was a hard day in an already hard time. I used to be incredulous at the down-trodden who didn't "trust the plan", but I understand many of them now. I still trust the plan, especially God's plan, but I'm so fearful that this ending is not for everyone and it really is starting to feel like tribulations that I never thought I would see in my lifetime here in America.
Sounds like my life exactly. I think my wife and I decided we ARENT going to do it & we are just going to hold the line whatever that looks like & whatever results come of it (loses our brand new home which we worked years to build & buy). Anyway, none of the “stuff” really matters I guess…. Just feels bad when you work to have a nice thing or a nice position & you are comfortable and successful in your work role only to get pissed on by a diaper wearing puppet that doesn’t know what fucking day it is.
And on top of it all Biden has NOTHING to live for. His fucked up life is over. I fucking slaved away for 10 years have 2, almost 3 kids soon and may have a chance at having a decent life through hard work, following the rules, and putting forth effort to try to be a decent man. This ol bag fucks it all up over a 99% survival rate disease. I almost can’t help but laugh in a psychotic way, this shit is actually hilarious.