This makes me sick to write. In the interest of some sort of disclosure we'll never get to the truth about... here it goes. My spouse had lunch with their parent and siblings today. Siblings just came from taking parent back to doctor for more blood work. Apparently this has been going on since clot shot, but we weren't told because we're anti vaxxers because we told them all to stay away from this poison, and especially the parent who had no need for it, but who went and did it anyway.

Parent (who is mid 80's) took the clot shot about a month ago. Previously this parent had the usual ailments at that age and is on meds for them, and had been for years with no trouble. Also notable is parent had blood work done prior to the clot shot because parent gets blood work done regularly to monitor current meds.

Guess what?

Parent (who was active, alert, and otherwise healthy prior to the clot shot) now has something wrong with their blood. Although, I'm repeating this secondhand, spouse says parent meds are all screwed up now and parents' body is not regulating them like before. Parent could barely walk and not without help, and is getting worse according to siblings. Doctors told siblings and parent they have no idea what's wrong, or how to fix it -and it's parent's body who is suddenly rejecting meds.

I told spouse, you know what's coming next, right? Spouse says, yes.

Pedes, I don't know why I am so fucking pissed off right now. I hope parent does not die soon because I need time to get my anger under control. Parent is a great in-law, great person, and will leave a hole in my gut, heart, and soul, when gone. I can't go to a funeral and stand there knowing parent was pushed to euthanasia by these god damn demons, and siblings helped.