Life will NEVER be the same, nor should it. We are awake and will now never completely trust. Trust but verify. I will forever distrust doctors and hospitals, because greed is their driving force, not healing. They are hypocrits. As a nurse, it was driven into us: Care and Concern. To Teach, Heal and Discover. What a crock, as the hospital system continues to do what is not in the Covid patient’s interest: remdesevir and ventilators or go home and drink fluids, come back if you get worse, all the while withholding hydrochloroquine and ivermectin.