I'm in an odd situation right now. Almost so sad I don't want to admit but I have to. I have missed a very rare opportunity to bond with my estranged brother who I was hoping to redpill. All because of a scheduling mixup with my workplace we didn't think ahead on travel arrangements and I have been left behind until tomorrow when my other family member is going. Had I thought to just go along with them we could be catching up in the car for hours while he's jetlagged, along with my mom, who is on my side. I can't believe what I missed.
And here I am at home tonight. No one else is home. All my friends are asleep. Bored out of my mind.
If anyone wants to chat I'll be up late.
Maybe you are exactly where you are meant to be. Why not turn that feeling of regret into something beautiful for you, your bro' and your mom? And leave the red pill outside. How do you come to be in this situ? It's good to touch base with difficult feelings and often easier to do on your own.
It's a long story. Things fell apart for me multiple times already. Rebuilt again and again. Just need to find new solid people. I have no one left from any past relationships and my friends are all distant. My parents are getting old and not great social company. I basically withdrew from all social stuff when everything started and became a recluse just to not have to deal with brainwashed people in masks. Eventually lost touch with all but a few close friends who I only know online.
I hear ya. If it were up to me I'd go invisible. Thank God for God. Helps me put things into perspective. You could do a vision quest, learn through your body what's going on. Quite handy then to not have anyone around. Either way, you are an integral part of an army of frogs who have just been congratulated by Q+ for 'saving millions of lives'.