Well, your problem is mental. Demoralized is the term the communist used. And its intended.
There's a few way to help you. The best imo, is realizing that even the 'most productive person', Musk, Trump, Soros, is literally also scum on a cosmic scale.
The highest example other compare you to is just a slightly more effective primate, on a speck of a planet.
So, cheer up, be an Edgar Allen Poe, lament till you are satiated, then do something else.
Well, your problem is mental. Demoralized is the term the communist used. And its intended.
There's a few way to help you. The best imo, is realizing that even the 'most productive person', Musk, Trump, Soros, is literally also scum on a cosmic scale.
The highest example other compare you to is just a slightly more effective primate, on a speck of a planet.
So, cheer up, be an Edgar Allen Poe, lament till you are satiated, then do something else.