I have a couple of questions/ comments.

I don't see how porn was invented for this since anyone can draw it at any time. Has it been weaponized? Yes I can see that.

Even if you didnt watch it what about imagining the porn itself? Some have a powerful imagination and can get off on thoughts alone. Is this someone addicted to porn even tho they don't see it?

I admit I struggle with masterbation but before I knew about God it didn't Interrupt my life. now that I know God it makes me feel bad. It doesn't eat into my life. It never has. Didn't hinder my ability to do anything in life. Even finding a date. but I would like a closer relationship with God I think stoping this would do so.

However I don't really know how to feel. The after nut clarity actually helps me focus. If I don't nut then at some point my head is filled with wanting to be with a women and it gets annoying. My question is why does pleasure feel good if it's bad for you? Wouldn't it make more sense if we got this euphoric feeling after praying or doing a good deed?

I guess we are ment to struggle but I do want to get rid of this feeling of lust while also not having the feeling of (blue balls). When you have a wife or girlfriend this is easy to overcome in my case. I replace masterbation with whatever me and my date do. And it works I don't have to masterbate to get rid of that feeling.

Anyone else wonder these things?