Well, you're not wrong. Life seems hopeless because the life they are offering you IS hopeless. When you're captured in that life that really IS nothing to live for. You have to connect with the future that is emerging and truly and honestly believe that THE BEST IS YET TO COME. Spend some time visualizing that world, and spend some time reading the links here which point to our successes both now and in the future, and, if you want a challenge that will also help, get researching and digging and get posting those links and if they're good and mainly on Q, I'll sticky them!

Please don't let it descend into alcoholism... that's what I did. You can do this but you can't do it alone. I'm in AA. Doing the work, even taking another (and much more chronic alcoholic) friend to AA with me. Seven months sober this week. I was drinking 1/2 bottle of whiskey a day. Explains why sometimes I was such an ass, sorry to anyone dealing with me during that time. Modding is stressful. BUT, now, things are better because WE ARE WINNING, so fucking hard!

The entire world is changing, so let the changes affect you at the local level, too. Focus on our successes, and focus on moving yourself and your life forward. We can't wait for Hillary to get arrested anymore before moving forward. Face it, our troops are destroying the Deep State in Ukraine, the CCP minions are falling, but you can't let "target lock" get you fixated on world events. You have to make sure to move forward in your life. Unfortunately (and fortunately) for me, it's moving a marriage that wasn't working to where it belongs as well and getting into different things and changing my social setup and refocusing on the friends with the values that fit me better.