A few days ago I lost my husband of 12 years. He was only 32 years old, and died in his sleep.
I know he was a regular on this site, and I hope I see him again in the kingdom of heaven.
I honestly don’t know what to do with myself yet. Everything is a painful reminder of our life together.
I’m just asking for prayers during this difficult time.
(He was not vaccinated)
I'm a widow too, but not as young as you. Know that you are not alone, not in this world or the next. Think how many young husbands were lost in wars, car accidents, you name it. I am sorry for your loss. Honor your departed one. Speak to his spirit. I lit candles every night for a year. Lean into God and your guardian angels, your family and friends. May God bless you and keep you, dear one, and may you be comforted knowing that you are still loved.
That is a beautiful ritual. I think I will start doing that.