I've tried using said gift, most all it gets me is dizzy with confusion, questions I don't know how to answer, Bread crumb trails too nondescript to follow, and a headache. I'm HF autistic and I'm not religious, I think literally, I can't abstract worth shit, so virtually all of this goes over my head unless I wrack my brain and try my damnedest to gleam ANYTHING from a point, and if I'm really lucky, I might only spend an hour trying to work out all the possible meanings of a phrase in this stuff. Maybe its just not meant for me to crack into.
Looking at the world around me all i can think is this:
"Enough must see" Every day the number who see is increasing and decreasing, same with the number who don't, it fluctuates as people figure one bit out, then get stuck on another, people are born and die every day, some who know die, some who don't know die.
"You are being presented with the gift of vision" You can give a monkey ratchet wrench, doesn't mean he'll know what to do with it, also doesn't mean he'll be able to work out what to do with it.
"Their dark actions on full display" Yeah, meanwhile the folks who make and run the displays are burying the dark stuff as quickly as it pops up, or faster, and they get better at doing it virtually every time they have to do it, do the good guys have a leg up on them? How can I know that? How can I know for sure that's the case? I can't, cuz all of this is so veiled in abstraction I can't make heads or tails of it.
"Have faith in yourself" I don't care about faith, I care about capability, and I can't make myself more capable without at least knowing how to make my way through the info in the most basic way possible, give me the tools, I'll try to figure out how to use them, and I'm far too disheartened with people to sit and hope that they do the right thing, its just as easy to do the wrong thing for what you THINK is the right reason, especially when both sides are spouting so much real and fake info its impossible to keep up with.
"People are no longer blind" THIS GUY RIGHT HERE STILL IS! I'm over here busy bumbling through a pitch black room, no light at all, trying to teach myself braille by reading the bumps in the wallpaper using one finger.
Maybe I'm just not cut out for this stuff, it makes my head hurt, Quantum light? what does that mean? "Let light guide you" I can't there ain't none, I could sure as shit use some that's for sure.
I've tried using said gift, most all it gets me is dizzy with confusion, questions I don't know how to answer, Bread crumb trails too nondescript to follow, and a headache. I'm HF autistic and I'm not religious, I think literally, I can't abstract worth shit, so virtually all of this goes over my head unless I wrack my brain and try my damnedest to gleam ANYTHING from a point, and if I'm really lucky, I might only spend an hour trying to work out all the possible meanings of a phrase in this stuff. Maybe its just not meant for me to crack into.
Looking at the world around me all i can think is this:
"Enough must see" Every day the number who see is increasing and decreasing, same with the number who don't, it fluctuates as people figure one bit out, then get stuck on another, people are born and die every day, some who know die, some who don't know die.
"You are being presented with the gift of vision" You can give a monkey ratchet wrench, doesn't mean he'll know what to do with it, also doesn't mean he'll be able to work out what to do with it.
"Their dark actions on full display" Yeah, meanwhile the folks who make and run the displays are burying the dark stuff as quickly as it pops up, or faster, and they get better at doing it virtually every time they have to do it, do the good guys have a leg up on them? How can I know that? How can I know for sure that's the case? I can't, cuz all of this is so veiled in abstraction I can't make heads or tails of it.
"Have faith in yourself" I don't care about faith, I care about capability, and I can't make myself more capable without at least knowing how to make my way through the info in the most basic way possible, give me the tools, I'll try to figure out how to use them, and I'm far too disheartened with people to sit and hope that they do the right thing, its just as easy to do the wrong thing for what you THINK is the right reason, especially when both sides are spouting so much real and fake info its impossible to keep up with.
"People are no longer blind" THIS GUY RIGHT HERE STILL IS! I'm over here busy bumbling through a pitch black room, no light at all, trying to teach myself braille by reading the bumps in the wallpaper using one finger.
Maybe I'm just not cut out for this stuff, it makes my head hurt, Quantum light? what does that mean? "Let light guide you" I can't there ain't none, I could sure as shit use some that's for sure.
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