Sometimes I wish I could go back being a NPC | Non Q relate - The Great Awakening

Sometimes I wish I could go back being a NPC | Non Q relate 🐸 FROGS CAN RELATE! 🐸

posted 1 year ago by LoganAct 1 year ago by LoganAct +200 / -3

When I look around me NPCs are doing better than me. Even though I believe I was never fully NPC in the past.

You would think being aware about what’s going on in the world, you would have a sense of freedom.

I also got hit really hard by the covid fiasco mentally. Just by seeing all those NPC around me championing all the restrictions, made me feel very lonely for a while. Because my mind was and is not the same as theirs. If I would speak out what’s in my mind I probably wouldn’t have any friends surrounding me anymore.

I’m not being myself, I’m being fake, so that the NPCs would accept me. The fake me is the person that they like about me and want hang around with.

I totally lost all joy in life, my addictions became heavier over the last two years, the last months I’m doing better to quit them.

But being sober all the time brings back all those bad feelings. I’m not even able to focus on loving someone. My friends think I’m low energy. But the addictions kept me that way.

And the question “What am I even doing here on this planet” start roaming in my head again.

When I have good times, I get upset that some others don’t. Do I even have the right to pray to God for more and more, while others are begging for food and are sleeping on the streets.

Does God even care about me? If he does, than does he cares about the others as well?

Life just seems not fair for the majority people on earth.

Those feelings hold me back to advance my own life. While dreaming about all those cool stuff you can do on this earth.

Just being aware of so many things made me very destructive towards myself.

Is there someone who can relate? Were you able to get your lust for life back?

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– patriotic_legend 2 points 1 year ago +2 / -0

I have normie friends, but I dont hide my opinions. They know where I stand. Be yourself always. You dont need to and shouldnt preach to them all day, but dont be shy if asked.

As for vices. I was drinking too much a long time before covid. I sfill drink, but have cut back to 2 maybe 3 nights a week. I focus on my daily life, I work, lift weights (not super heavy), do cardio and hang with my family. Not sure if you have kids. Exercise in some way, whatever way you enjoy most, it helps with body health and mental health.

For me developing structure helped me. It sounds boring, but I do a similar routine almost everyday. Once in a while I do something different, but go back to my routine after. Figure out your routine.

I have similar thoughts to you about the world. And get down about it at times. I think how can I change this. I cant.

The only way to live right is to focus on God. That doesnt mean you must be a saint. It means do your best, look to God for guidance, give God your worries. We aren't meant to worry, we are meant to live. You dont have to solve the world's problems, just be you and try to be a better you everyday.