She knows deep down that the antivaxxers were correct on the covid vax. But she's still in denial of it. You can see she's trying to make it seem as if we're deranged.....and that the medical industry need to step up soon to make up a reason for why so many young people are dying for no reason....or people are going to start believing the antivaxxers.

Her conscience is probably pricking her, because not only did she take them herself, but she probably encouraged many others to take it as well.