I've come to understand the importance of the Holy Spirit more throughout this time. It was the actions of a Baptist church I'd been attending that sent me in this direction. The proverbial straw was this: I remember being outside in chairs organized like a Biden campaign rally one Sunday when the pastor said: "Well, I just got my vaccine and nothing's happened to me yet!". That comment and the way he said it was just so smarmy and superior - I thought it represented everything wrong with the way a church should show people the love of God. I eventually found another church and never looked back. I'm grateful things worked out the way they did. BTW, knowing about Q and anon communities was what made me start questioning the Baptist church's actions.