August 22, 2022. I’ve been wanting to post here ever since then, but haven’t had the heart. It was very sudden and unexpected and my world has been turned upside down ever since then. I’m not sure how much he posted, I think he may have mostly commented, but I know for sure he had a tab open on his phone and his computer all of the time so he could read as much as possible. He kept me in the loop and I’ve been absolutely lost without him. I don’t know anyone personally who is as intelligent as he was. When all of the things going on in the world overwhelmed me he helped me keep my head on straight. I knew him long enough to know he had an impeccable bullshit detector. I let him weed through a lot of it for me and then he’d share the important stuff with me. I miss the conversations we had so very much. He was only 55. I turned 56 in December. He always told me he married me because I’m smart. But honestly I’m quite lost and a little bewildered at this point and really looking to connect with someone who’d like to talk. I’ve never had any luck standing out on a message board like this. I just get lost in the crowd. Ask me anything if you think you’d like to chat, text, email etc, but want to know more first. I honestly think this is what he would want me to do.
My husband posted here and he passed away
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Bless you LadyBotulin, and thank you for your post, we pray for your consolation and thank you for sharing your thoughts and your Husband with us.
Many of us have lost wives, husbands, children and friends because of cognitive dissonance is heavy when you are a awakened or awakening individual searching for truth and understanding, we seem to can't help but expose the frauds around us. Yes certainly not the same as a death, but heartbreaking none the less.
I find myself lost as well, but lost for never having that relationship of understanding to lean on, to converse with, to share with.
You were lucky enough to have a husband with great discernment it sounds like and I wish we could have meet him and had a conversation; however, we have the pleasure of conversing with you in his in his stead and in his memory.
Thank the heavens he was able to have a wife like yourself that appreciated his search for truth and enlightenment, support and a great bullshit detector, your support certainly must have helped him achieve such great decrement so take pleasure in that because many of us will never have such a great relationship and partner and memories to fall back on.
Been studying since the 80's, said for years now "Nothing is as it seems, Nothing".
Sorry for your loss, Chin Up, with wishes of peace, consolation.
Thank you again for sharing.
Thank you
You are very welcome! WWGOWGA it's not just a slogan...
Wow, I just went through the whole thread, what an outpouring. Your post stirred so many thoughts.
Yes, it sure did. Thank you for your thoughts as well.