I turn it over to the Lord. I want no anxiety or fear. For that I ask your prayers.

I am not afraid of cancer, I am not afraid of death (what sting, death?). Yet I want life in its abundance.

What I would fear, is medical treatments with more risks or side-effects than benefits; but how does one know, without guidance from the Lord? For that, I ask your prayers.

What I fear is no real life, but an endless trial of medical appointments and treatments. So instead of living my last days, I am merely suffering to no avail. No I do not see that on the horizon yet!!

I know the sources for holistic treatments and etc. and am starting on some of them next week. [So pls do not send me links for treatments, which will divert my mind to worries.] I have been suffering several different issues for years which have no doubt depleted my immune system, and for help with that healing I ask your prayers.

Most of all I need prayers for Peace of Mind, which will help my immune system greatly!

Thanks pedes and anons! I feel better already! ; )