Look. I'm not dooming, just been feeling low as of late. Feeling like Bilbo when he's talking to Gandalf and says he feels like a small bit of butter scraped over too much bread. I've been in this ride a long time and it just feels like the end is always just right there, but not yet. Oh, almost there, but not yet. I want to believe, and have somehow still kept the faith but holy fuck man, I'm tired. Praying to God every day that we just get this shit show over with because it's only going to get worse before it gets better. What keeps everyone else hanging on? I see all these small wins but shit just seems dragged out all the time.
Look. I'm not dooming, just been feeling low as of late. Feeling like Bilbo when he's talking to Gandalf and says he feels like a small bit of butter scraped over too much bread. I've been in this ride a long time and it just feels like the end is always just right there, but not yet. Oh, almost there, but not yet. I want to believe, and have somehow still kept the faith but holy fuck man, I'm tired. Praying to God every day that we just get this shit show over with because it's only going to get worse before it gets better. What keeps everyone else hanging on? I see all these small wins but shit just seems dragged out all the time.
If the international politics is wearing you out, you need more local.