Yup. 2nd edition did it for me too. Then I saw "kite plane hit steel" and the documentary on "the B thing" and "gelatin" and got the whole thing figured. What blows my mind is they really weren't very secretive. They just used their power of infiltrated and controlled government and media to censor, stop investigations, ignore leads, and only publish what followed preferred canon. Literally anyone can find the answers within hours these days.