[Rev 10:9 KJV] 9 And I went unto the angel, and said unto him, Give me the little book. And he said unto me, Take [it], and eat it up; and it shall make thy belly bitter, but it shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey.

This is how I feel about it. It is very sweet to be in the know, but the way you are treated because of it is bitterness. EDIT- And not just the way you are treated, but EVERYTHING else that comes with it.

[Rev 10:9 KJV] 9 And I went unto the angel, and said unto him, Give me the little book. And he said unto me, Take [it], and eat it up; and it shall make thy belly bitter, but it shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey.

This is how I feel about it. It is very sweet to be in the know, but the way you are treated because of it is bitterness.