There is one reason I responded in such a way, and that was because I did as I said to the one I was in opposition with. I reflected not only on thier words. But my own too. That is why there was a lapse of time in between my comment to you, and to their's. I judged. And I shouldn't have. Because judgement isn't mine. I did not consider your words to have a different meaning. And that was wrong of me. There are plenty of things I should have said differently, to you, and to the person I was in a heated debate with. And furthermore, I am one that has pride issues myself. Loads of pride issues. And when I saw Namaste, I became triggered because of personal reasons. Being which, I once subscribed to a way of thinking of things such as buddhism. I don't know if that was where you were coming from, and possibly it was not. But honestly, it made me remember my past. And I feel like a fool now because of my past as to what i have experienced and know now. I know i came off very strong to you CrystalClear. And honestly, I have seen you as a regular in this community. I do actually respect you. And should not have acted that way off the get go. Which is why I will apologize now. But I am, like I said, still learning. I once harbored much hatred for all in my heart and have only been following Jesus for only about 3 years now. So there is still much work to be done on me. I exhibited pride in a very ugly form, and for that, I am sincerely sorry. But I will let my words stand as an exhibit. For how not to act, or how to act, however one will perceive. Which is why I said I had a good time. Because through trail and hardship and failure, I believe comes learning. And I have learned today, things not to do, things to do. And I believe it will only strengthen me for the future. I am not perfect. I never will be. And honestly, I am glad you took the time to say these things to me. I was wondering if you would truly call me out for the jackass I came off as to you. Because even though I stand, in my opposition to the other, I should not have reacted as I did towards you. You did not deserve it. You came from a place of love, I should have respected that. But I did only want to impress upon you the dangers of new age. I will stand firm on that. Because as I said, there is nothing new under the sun. Just rebranding. But in any case. I hope this response brings about a better understanding of me towards you. I will admit my faults. And I came off egotistical and pompous. I should not have. I have a problem with my ego, I deal with it daily. And I want you to know, I am working on it.

There is one reason I responded in such a way, and that was because I did as I said to the one I was in opposition with. I reflected not only on thier words. But my own too. That is why there was a lapse of time in between my comment to you, and to their's. I judged. And I shouldn't have. Because judgement isn't mine. I did not consider your words to have a different meaning. And that was wrong of me. There are plenty of things I should have said differently, to you, and to the person I was in a heated debate with. And furthermore, I am one that has pride issues myself. Loads of pride issues. And when I saw Namaste, I became triggered because of personal reasons. Being which, I once subscribed to a way of thinking of things such as buddhism. I don't know if that was where you were coming from, and possibly it was not. But honestly, it made me remember my past. And I feel like a fool now because of my past as to what i have experienced and know now. I know i came off very strong to you CrystalClear. And honestly, I have seen you as a regular in this community. I do actually respect you. And should not have acted that way off the get go. Which is why I will apologize now. But I am, like I said, still learning. I once harbored much hatred for all in my heart and have only been following Jesus for only about 3 years now. So there is still much work to be done on me. I exhibited pride in a very ugly form, and for that, I am sincerely sorry. But I will let my words stand as an exhibit. For how bot to act, or how to act, however one will perceive. Which is why I said I had a good time. Because through trail and hardship and failure, I believe comes learning. And I have learned today, things not to do, things to do. And I believe it will only strengthen me for the future. I am not perfect. I never will be. And honestly, I am glad you took the time to say these things to me. I was wondering if you would truly call me out for the jackass I came off as to you. Because even though I stand, in my opposition to the other, I should not have reacted as I did towards you. You did not deserve it. You came from a place of love, I should have respected that. But I did only want to impress upon you the dangers of new age. I will stand firm on that. Because as I said, there is nothing new under the sun. Just rebranding. But in any case. I hope this response brings about a better understanding of me towards you. I will admit my faults. And I came off egotistical and pompous. I should not have. I have a problem with my ego, I deal with it daily. And I want you to know, I am working on it.