This is something I had to come to grips with. A long time ago in school I realized if I kept spouting off the truths of reality I wouldn’t have any “friends”. So I started playing dumb and turned to drugs and alcohol to fit in and get some poon. Had fun and had all the ladies I never wanted etc. but I was dead inside and surrounded by retards.

This whole past year has truly awakened me, the REAL me. The me I shunned and ignored for vanity’s sake. It’s cost me everyone I’ve known outside my parents. And you know what, totally worth it. I’m making more money now than I ever have in my life, one of the benefits the covidiots have done by making the game easier to game and them being afraid of their own shadow.

New place to live in a nicer area in the works, I’m the healthiest I’ve been in 20 years, I’ve finally kicked cigarettes due to less stress and self loathing. I’m working out and feeling great.

I’ve gotten back into God a little, baby steps and all etc. I used to hate the whole religious thing but I forgot why over the years so I’m beginning to re-examine why.

I truly believe the best is yet to come!!

This is something I had to come to grips with. A long time ago in school I realized if I kept spouting off the truths of reality I wouldn’t have any “friends”. So I started playing dumb and turned to drugs and alcohol to fit in and get some poon. Had fun and had all the ladies I never wanted etc. but I was dead inside and surrounded by retards. This whole past year has truly awakened me, the REAL me. The me I shunned and ignored for vanity’s sake. It’s cost me everyone I’ve known outside my parents. And you know what, totally worth it. I’m making more money now than I ever have in my life, one of the benefits the covidiots have done by making the game easier to game and them being afraid of their own shadow. New place to live in a nicer area in the works, I’m the healthiest I’ve been in 20 years, I’ve finally kicked cigarettes due to less stress and self loathing. I’m working out and feeling great. I’ve gotten back into God a little, baby steps and all etc. I used to hate the whole religious thing but I forgot why over the years so I’m beginning to re-examine why. I truly believe the best is yet to come!!