There is a big difference between conviction.... which is from the spirit and enables one to repent abs which you have obviously experienced ...and shame. Shame is Satan, remember he is the accuser and Jesus is our advocate. Every time the accuser comes tell yourself you've been set free in christ Jesus. Every time your mind wanders those ways, shut it down, tell yourself you've been set free in Christ. Surround yourself in good music and word. I like to listen to Lion of Judah on you tube. Just some encouragement... This life is an endurance race, so if you fall... get up again. All our righteousness is nothing. This doesn't mean mean we don't strive for holiness, but it isn't the ticket.. only Jesus. Look at the thief on the cross, he never had a Chance to go to temple or live out his repentance, yet he got to dine in heaven with christ.

There is a big difference between conviction.... which is from the spirit and enables one to repent abs which you have obviously experienced ...and shame. Shame is Satan, remember he is the accuser and Jesus is our advocate. Every time the accuser comes trek yourself you've been set free in christ Jesus. Every time your mind wanders those ways, shut it down, tell yourself you've been set free in Christ. Surround yourself in good music and word. I like to listen to Lion of Judah on you tube. Just some encouragement... This life is an endurance race, so if you fall... get up again. All our righteousness is nothing. This doesn't mean mean we don't strive for holiness, but it isn't the ticket.. only Jesus. Look at the thief on the cross, he never had a Chance to go to temple or live or his repentance, yet he got to dine in heaven with christ.