Not at all. I know it was none of my own accord He drew me. I never would have wanted Jesus without the Holy Spirit leading me and putting in me a desire for Him. Because He wanted me and loved me first. So I can't say I'm a Christian other than by grace that He saved and claimed me. I never would have gotten it of my own. This is just the world He pulled me out of. Fornication and sex addiction, mastutbation and porn (which I haven't watched since even before I was saved/he freed me of watching it before I converted) so my real struggle takes place in my mind and in my body and my still hard heart.

Not at all. I know it was none of my own accord He drew me. I never would have wanted Jesus without the Holy Spirit leading me and putting in me a desire for Him. Because He wanted me and loved me first.