You're so right when you say " We have the weight of the world on us" it so seems that way and it seems to be getting heavier day by day. Sometimes I feel like when my mom passed away. Feb 2016 For like a year, I would see other people going on about their lives, laughing, enjoying, talking like they had no idea that my heart was broken ,that I lost the one thing that connected me to this place. How do they not see ,how dare them be so normal, so happy!! Finally slowly that feeling faded over the next couple of years. In 2020, when I started to see what was really going on in this country/world I felt like the days before she died. Now I feel like I did when she died.. I have that broken heart again, that loss, and I look around and I see these people living in oblivion and seemingly not a care in the world. And again , I say to myself Don't they know? Don't they see? How could they not see that what's going on?? I so feel like I am in mourning of the biggest lose in my life again and I need can't fix it , but I can't. Thank God for this group and The wins!!

You're so right when you say " We have the weight of the world on us" it so seems that way and it seems to be getting heavier day by day. Sometimes I feel like when my mom passed away. Feb 2016 For like a year, I would see other people going on about their lives, laughing, enjoying, talking like they had no idea that my heart was broken ,that I lost the one thing that connected me to this place. How do they not see ,how dare them be so normal, so happy!! Finally slowly that feeling faded over the next couple of years. In 2020, when I started to see what was really going on in this country/world I felt like the days before she died. Now I feel like I did when she died.. I have that broken heart again, that loss, and I look around and I see these people living in oblivion and seemingly not a care in the world. And again , I say to myself Don't they know? Don't they see? How could they not see that what's going on?? I so feel like I am in mourning of the biggest lose in my life. And I can't fix it.