Are you OK? Sounds like all this crap is sending you into a funk & understandably so. You are not alone, theres more like us out there than you realise.
To me it feels like you need to find & strike up new friendships with like minded Pedes. "Yes, but how am I sposed to do that" I hear you say. Be observant, talk to strangers who are not following the rules. Someone I know last week met a new person by approaching them in the street & starting a conversation, neither were wearing masks. This may not turn out to be a life long buddy but it certainly made them both feel much less alone in the world. Can I suggest you go to one of the border protests, even if only briefly, you might be surprised to find people you know there who you would never have thought to be of a like mind in these matters. This has happened to some of my friends, they even reconnected with some they hadnt seen in years. Too shy to strike up a convo with a stranger? A simple smile & nod of acknowledgement can work wonders for your morale, & theirs, this has become my favourite pastime in the supermarket. I especially love to throw those glaring at me a big smile, but hey Im a cheeky bitch :). Feel free to tell me to go fuck myself if you feel like it :)
What Im trying to say is in the midst of the madness going on all around you, you need to look after your self in order to not suffer a madness worse than theirs, they are ignorant & therefore suffering a different hell to you. Please have a look at some of the mindfulness apps, many are free, find one you like & do the meditations, 10min out of your day really can help lift you out of the anguish.
As for those around you getting the jab, it appears as though its not killing off as many as "they" wanted, so theres a positive. I know its all "their all gunna die" on here, & I have been there too, but really its starting to look like we might be a tad off in this prediction, lets hope so anyways. Love them as much as you can. My bestie went & got the jab last week... nurse, job, mortgage, blah blah, she even said if that many people are gunna die I dont want to be around to see it. My levels of respect sank to almost zero, I didnt want to look at her, this is not a good place to be, she also refused to do any of the protocols to reduce the jab damage, my brain is still in some sort of weird place that is incapable of comprehending. However its her stupid choice, she knows the risks so I have to respect that & do my best to put it aside & not let it wreck a friendship of almost 40years. Hows that going? Its still difficult,I feel like I cant talk about anything jab related anymore, but more so sheer disappointment & that she is now part of the problem cos she caved. Others I know are having similar issues with their loved ones, be they people who have been jabbed out of ignorance/brainwashed, those who have somehow convinced themselves that others will suffer side effects but not them, or have simply caved under the pressure.
Great that your boss is being proactive & supporting your choices by organising work in NSW, you are lucky. Take it as a nod from the universe.
I hope this is of some help to you & I havent pissed you right off :) Please know you are not alone, the more people you meet of like mind the less of an outcast you will feel.
I reckon we are getting very close to the precipice, something in their machine is about to break big time & the spell will be broken. Its not gunna be pretty, so we need as many of us to be in good shape to help those who are about to loose it when they find out what has been done. The world needs you to stay strong Fren, we were born in this time for a reason.
Have a great day & one last word from someone who once went thru a major meltdown... do your best to stay away from self medicating, no can of beer holds the answers, alcohol is a depressant to be avoided as best you can in these times. Same goes for any other escape substance, try to go easy on all of it if you cant completely stop. Ha ha, for all I know you could be a tea total travelling priest, please ignore anything Ive written thats not relevant to your situation :)
Are you OK? Sounds like all this crap is sending you into a funk & understandably so. You are not alone, theres more like us out there than you realise.
To me it feels like you need to find & strike up new friendships with like minded Pedes. "Yes, but how am I sposed to do that" I hear you say. Be observant, talk to strangers who are not following the rules. Someone I know last week met a new person by approaching them in the street & starting a conversation, neither were wearing masks. This may not turn out to be a life long buddy but it certainly made them both feel much less alone in the world. Can I suggest you go to one of the border protests, even if only briefly, you might be surprised to find people you know there who you would never have thought to be of a like mind in these matters. This has happened to some of my friends, they even reconnected with some they hadnt seen in years. Too shy to strike up a convo with a stranger? A simple smile & nod of acknowledgement can work wonders for your morale, & theirs, this has become my favourite pastime in the supermarket. I especially love to throw those glaring at me a big smile, but hey Im a cheeky bitch :). Feel free to tell me to go fuck myself if you feel like it :)
What Im trying to say is in the midst of the madness going on all around you, you need to look after your self in order to not suffer a madness worse than theirs, they are ignorant & therefore suffering a different hell to you. Please have a look at some of the mindfulness apps, many are free, find one you like & do the meditations, 10min out of your day really can help lift you out of the anguish.
As for those around you getting the jab, it appears as though its not killing off as many as "they" wanted, so theres a positive. I know its all "their all gunna die" on here, & I have been there too, but really its starting to look like we might be a tad off in this prediction, lets hope so anyways. Love them as much as you can. My bestie went & got the jab last week... nurse, job, mortgage, blah blah, she even said if that many people are gunna die I dont want to be around to see it. My levels of respect sank to almost zero, I didnt want to look at her, this is not a good place to be, she also refused to do any of the protocols to reduce the jab damage, my brain is still in some sort of weird place that is incapable of comprehending. However its her stupid choice, she knows the risks so I have to respect that & do my best to put it aside & not let it wreck a friendship of almost 40years. Hows that going? Its still difficult,I feel like I cant talk about anything jab related anymore, but more so sheer disappointment & that she is now part of the problem cos she caved prevail. Others I know are having similar issues with their loved ones, be they people who have been jabbed out of ignorance/brainwashed, those who have somehow convinced themselves that others will suffer side effects but not them, or have simply caved under the pressure.
Great that your boss is being proactive & supporting your choices by organising work in NSW, you are lucky. Take it as a nod from the universe.
I hope this is of some help to you & I havent pissed you right off :) Please know you are not alone, the more people you meet of like mind the less of an outcast you will feel.
I reckon we are getting very close to the precipice, something in their machine is about to break big time & the spell will be broken. Its not gunna be pretty, so we need as many of us to be in good shape to help those who are about to loose it when they find out what has been done. The world needs you to stay strong Fren, we were born in this time for a reason.
Have a great day & one last word from someone who once went thru a major meltdown... do your best to stay away from self medicating, no can of beer holds the answers, alcohol is a depressant to be avoided as best you can in these times. Same goes for any other escape substance, try to go easy on all of it if you cant completely stop. Ha ha, for all I know you could be a tea total travelling priest, please ignore anything Ive written thats not relevant to your situation :)