dude... don't do counseling, pastors, or any of that shit. marriage counseling typically exists to encourage divorce. also in terms of Covid, no one you choose to mediate ie pastors, counselors, etc will be neutral. so unless you find one as enlightened as you are, they are going to tell you you're crazy and delusional and pressure you into giving yourself a self lobotomy.

not to be a total downer, but if she won't allow you to lead the family in these weird times with LOGIC and TRUTH, then ... [fill in the blank]...

dude... don't do counseling, pastors, or any of that shit. marriage counseling typically exists to encourage divorce. also in terms of Covid, no one you choose to mediate ie pastors, counselors, etc will be neutral. so unless you find one as enlightened as you are, they are going to tell you you're crazy and delusional and pressure you into giving yourself a self lobotomy.

not to be a total downer, but if she won't allow you to lead the family in these weird times with LOGIC and TRUTH, you already lost.