It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in away that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband is when all she sees is some loser (to her) sitting in a chair with two monitors. Maturity is admitting defeat when you're defeated (and it always feels GOOD when you stop banging your head on the wall, I guess), but it doesn't mean you're ineffectual and a loser. It's heartbreaking and it takes courage to point your guns instead somewhere else and hope that love is still possible, even if you end up alone and all you find at the end is a love and honest respect for yourself. That's what I always wanted, anyway, so, I'm realizing that, hey, that's actually a very noble outcome. The people here find me authentic, enthusiastic, and sincerely eager to learn, and I'm making genuine, lifelong friends, here. I was literally in flames back in Canada. So, unless there's something that genuinely says "come back, catsfive," this is where I live, now. I can "mod" from here, be a loser (to her) from here, and seek other sources of positivity and growth that I know can actually respond positively to who I am.
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in away that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband is when all she sees is some loser (to her) sitting in a chair with two monitors. Maturity is admitting defeat when you're defeated (and it always feels GOOD when you stop banging your head on the wall, I guess), but it doesn't mean you're ineffectual and a loser. It's heartbreaking and it takes courage to point your guns instead somewhere else and hope that love is still possible, even if you end up alone and all you find at the end is a love and honest respect for yourself. That's what I always wanted, anyway, so, I'm realizing that, hey, that's actually a very noble outcome. The people here find me authentic, enthusiastic, and sincerely eager to learn, and I'm making genuine, lifelong friends, here. I was literally in flames back in Canada. So, unless there's something in Canada that genuinely says "☄ back," this is where I live, now. I can "mod" from here, and seek other sources of positivity and growth that I know can actually respond positively to who I am.
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in away that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband is when all she sees is some loser (to her) sitting in a chair with two monitors. Maturity is admitting defeat when you're defeated (and it always feels GOOD when you stop banging your head on the wall, I guess), but it doesn't mean you're ineffectual and a loser. It's heartbreaking and it takes courage to point your guns instead somewhere else and hope that love is still possible, even if you end up alone and all you find at the end is a love and honest respect for yourself. That's what I always wanted, anyway, so, I'm realizing that, hey, that's actually a very noble outcome...
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in away that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband is when all she sees is some loser (to her) sitting in a chair with two monitors. Maturity is admitting defeat when you're defeated (and it always feels GOOD when you stop banging your head on the wall, I gues), but it doesn't mean you're ineffectual and a loser. It's heartbreaking and it takes courage to point your guns instead somewhere else and hope that love is still possible, even if you end up alone and all you find at the end is a love and honest respect for yourself. That's what I always wanted, anyway, so, I'm realizing that, hey, that's actually a very noble outcome...
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in away that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband is when all she sees is some dude sitting in a chairman with two monitors. Maturity is admitting defeat when you're defeated (and it always feels GOOD when you stop banging your head on the wall, I gues), but it doesn't mean you're ineffectual and a loser. It's heartbreaking and it takes courage to point your guns instead somewhere else and hope that love is still possible, even if you end up alone and all you find at the end is a love and honest respect for yourself. That's what I always wanted, anyway, so, I'm realizing that, hey, that's actually a very noble outcome...
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in a way that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband isn't. Maturity is admitting defeat when you're defeated (and it always feels GOOD when you stop banging your head on the wall), but it doesn't mean you're ineffectual and a loser. It takes courage to point your guns instead somewhere else and hope that love is still possible, even if all you find at the end is a love and honest respect for yourself. That's what I always wanted, anyway....
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in a way that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. My wife said Q had taken over my life, and she was right, but I audited myself and nothing else I had left was of interest to her. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life and pretending she was going to one day realize "what a hero" her husband isn't.
It takes balls to follow your nose and just dive in and see what happens. Tons of shit in my life wasn't working. Reconnecting with a time when humanity was one with the laws of nature makes you think and examine your life in a way that's sobering.
Modding here isn't the world end or the purpose of my life.. Pursuing my passions, I feel, takes more courage than pretending that modding GAW was the main purpose of my life.