It's not that you can't be mad, its that its a dead end. The only way out is coming together, if we remain at each others throats, in loathing and disgust, the same demons will just take over again. The nightmare never ends. Your feelings are a feature for the rulers, not a measurable difference, for them its the same effect. They end up controlling you by inverse correlation to the input.
I've walked this path that you're on, I'm just trying to give you the benefit of getting ahead of it.
Take your time with it, you'll be fine, just keep your mind and your heart open as you have. The truth will come to you if you can resolve to do that.
It's not that you can't be mad, its that its a dead end. The only way out is coming together, if we remain at each others throats, in loathing and disgust, the same demons will just take over again. The nightmare never ends. Your feelings are a feature for the rulers, not a measurable difference, for them its the same effect.
I've walked this path that you're on, I'm just trying to give you the benefit of getting ahead of it.
Take your time with it, you'll be fine, just keep your mind and your heart open as you have. The truth will come to you if you can resolve to do that.