You are right. You don't have the strength, but Jesus does. He died so that you may rise and be free in Him. If you have the desire to quit (sounds like you do), and belief in Jesus, then He will strip this addiction from you and nothing can stop that. Remember God works in His own time. Learn to accept His timing.
And be certain Jesus will never hate you. He will always love you with a supreme love like nothing else.
Pray, read the The Word, and repent. If you stop, then restart until you stop again. Then start again.
I started watching pornography at the age of 12 and became very addicted, ultimately watching it daily at my worst. It wasn't until I turned to Jesus, repented, and realized how much it hurt Jesus for him to watch his child sin that he freed me from that desire.
You are right. You don't have the strength, but Jesus does. He died so that you may rise and be free in Him. If you have the desire to quit (sounds like you do), and belief in Jesus, then He will strip this addiction from you and nothing can stop that. Remember God works in His own time. Learn to accept His timing.
And be certain Jesus will never hate you. He will always love you with a supreme love like nothing else.
Pray, read the The Word, and repent. If you stop, then restart until you stop again. Then start again.