I also wonder sometimes if God sent him to me when I most needed a companion and took him back once I married my husband as God knew I was then ok without him any more. At that time in my life when I found him, I really struggled with lonliness, feeling unloved and depression so great I wanted most times to die. I had moved out on my own at nineteen when my sibling were all really young, my youngest brother was two then. My mom thought even though I worked full time and hadn’t committed any crimes, never did drugs that I was a bad influence and had told me to stay away. I was only allowed over for the occasional birthday party, not even Christmas, Easter, other holidays or my own birthday. It was really hard. That’s why Charlie was so good for me and I took him everywhere. To this day, I barely have a relationship with my siblings even though I have prayed for years to have a real relationship with them. I am closest to my older brother from my dad’s first marriage even though I didn’t get to know him til I was 21 when I lost my job and apartment ( after an emergency that kept me hospitalized for two weeks ). He took me in. Before that, I had seen him maybe five times in my life.

I also wonder sometimes if God sent him to me when I most needed a companion and took him back once I married my husband as God knew I was then ok without him any more. At that time in my life, I really struggled with lonliness, feeling unloved and depression so great I wanted most times to die. I had moved out on my own at nineteen when my sibling were all really young, my youngest brother was two then. My mom thought even though I worked full time and hadn’t committed any crimes, never did drugs that I was a bad influence and had told me to stay away. I was only allowed over for the occasional birthday party, not even Christmas, Easter, other holidays or my own birthday. It was really hard. That’s why Charlie was so good for me and I took him everywhere. To this day, I barely have a relationship with my siblings even though I have prayed for years to have a real relationship with them. I am closest to my older brother from my dad’s first marriage even though I didn’t get to know him til I was 21 when I lost my job and apartment ( after an emergency that kept me hospitalized for two weeks ). He took me in. Before that, I had seen him maybe five times in my life.

I also wonder sometimes if God sent him to me when I most needed a companion and took him back once I married my husband as God knew I was then ok without him any more.