I am a homesteader.

Well that certainly goes a long way to explain why you're seeing these things, since you're already far more in touch with your ancestors than the average person.

Trust me, it starts getting very twisted.

Oh, I am quite well versed in that. I think the really important thing to remind oneself of is that it doesn't actually NEED to be so twisted. That plane of reality is screwed up specifically because those who dwell there reject God and contort themselves into hideous, unearthly forms trying to explain their own existence without him. None of that is real though, it's a purely conceptual space, and while it can compel those who know it to aberrant behaviour it has no way to compel someone who recognizes it for the fiction that it is.

I am a homesteader.

Well that certainly goes a long way to explain why you're seeing these things, since you're already far more in touch with your ancestors than the average person.

Trust me, it starts getting very twisted.

Oh, I am quite well versed in that. I think the really important thing to remind oneself of is that it doesn't actually NEED to be so twisted. That plane of reality is screwed up specifically because those who dwell there reject God and contort themselves into hideous, unearthly forms trying to explain their own existence without him.