I think that's what it is for me now, I feel like I no longer have a constructive way to release my anger. I initiated two lawsuits myself and am part of a group that collectively came together to file against them as a corporation. I won the first one when they tried to denied unemployment. The EEOC decided to remain neutral on my religious discrimination suit for them denying my religious exemption (Philly courts are so corrupt, I'm surprised I even won the wage suit). But them remaining neutral was a loss to me; I am now paying back thousands of dollars to them because they were paying for my Master's. I signed a contract I would work for them a year after I graduated. Getting fired meant I broke that contract and "willingly" left and have to pay them back. The group one is still up in the air. I spoke up to all I could about it, but was ignored. I'm not on the clinical side; I was in care coordination/administration. So my voice means nothing in the medical realm. I'm the low man on the totem pole, but it was kind of fun to debate those doctors and win. All they could rebuke my claims is tell me "we have the data we need to prove it is safe and effective". I feel like I am just waiting at this point to see if my friends and family may be part of the "suddenly" group. I've been praying continuously for them. I think I need to find a way to feel like I am helping again. Thanks for sharing that verse, I don't feel as guilty about the anger. I know I need to work through it with God and He'll show me the way. Thank you.

I think that's what it is for me now, I feel like I no longer have a constructive way to release my anger. I initiated two lawsuits myself and am part of a group that collectively came together to file against them as a corporation. I won the first one when they tried to denied unemployment. The EEOC decided to remain neutral on my religious discrimination suit for them denying my religious exemption (Philly courts are so corrupt, I'm surprised I even won the wage suit). But them remaining neutral was a loss to me; I am not paying back thousands of dollars back to Penn because they were paying for my Master's. I was 3 classes from finishing and signed a contract I would work for them a year after I graduated. Getting fired meant I broke that contract and "willingly" left and have to pay them back. The group one is still up in the air. I spoke up to all I could about it, but was ignored. I'm not on the clinical side; I was in care coordination/administration. So my voice means nothing in the medical realm. I'm the low man on the totem pole, but it was kind of fun to debate those doctors and win. All they could rebuke my claims is tell me "we have the data we need to prove it is safe and effective". I feel like I am just waiting at this point to see if my friends and family may be part of the "suddenly" group. I've been praying continuously for them. I think I need to find a way to feel like I am helping again. Thanks for sharing that verse, I don't feel as guilty about the anger. I know I need to work through it with God and He'll show me the way. Thank you.

I think that's what it is for me now, I feel like I no longer have a constructive way to release my anger. I initiated two lawsuits myself and am part of a group that collectively came together to file against them as a corporation. I won the first one when they tried to denied unemployment. The EEOC decided to remain neutral on my religious discrimination suit for them denying my religious exemption (Philly courts are so corrupt, I'm surprised I even won the wage suit). The group one is still up in the air. I spoke up to all I could about it, but was ignored. I'm not on the clinical side; I was in care coordination/administration. So my voice means nothing in the medical realm. I'm the low man on the totem pole, but it was kind of fun to debate those doctors and win. All they could rebuke my claims is tell me "we have the data we need to prove it is safe and effective". I feel like I am just waiting at this point to see if my friends and family may be part of the "suddenly" group. I've been praying continuously for them. I think I need to find a way to feel like I am helping again. Thanks for sharing that verse, I don't feel as guilty about the anger. I know I need to work through it with God and He'll show me the way. Thank you.