I have to admit, this is the first time in my life that I have found myself (subconsciously) reverting back to previous stages in the 5 Stages of grief (except for denial or bargaining). Usually, each phase is sealed behind me. Not this time. Its an abyss.......

I have to admit, this is the first time in my life that I have found myself (subconsciously) reverting back to previous stages in the 5 Stages of grief. Usually, each phase is sealed behind me. Not this time. Its an abyss.......