Fren, I beg you, get the book called The Mood Cure. Amino acid supplements can save your life. I am not kidding. Your body chemistry is responsible for the way you feel. I recommend getting on a carnivore way of eating. Find what Jordan Peterson says about how he recovered from crippling depression by going on a carnivore diet. Also please get your T level checked. Low T zaps all joy right out of you. Also, the aminos and other nutritional support can help you quit drinking. If you keep drinking you will lose absolutely everything. Your wife and your animals. My most beloved, lost me, because of alcohol. What a terrible shame.

Fren, I beg you, get the book called The Mood Cure. Amino acid supplements can save your life. I am not kidding. Your body chemistry is responsible for the way you feel. I recommend getting on a carnivore way of eating. Find what Jordan Peterson says about how he recovered from crippling depression by going on a carnivore diet. Also please get your T level checked. Low T zaps all joy right out of you.