You have our support and prayers. Do not give up or let it all get to you. Keep trying. Certainly you need to find someone to pour this all out to. Also you should not endure this all by yourself, find some way to get a mentor who can add another viewpoint. Also let god be in you and support you from inside with hope to elevate your spirits. Find the best way to search far and wide for places to move to.

You have our support and prayers. Do not give up or let it all get to you. Keep trying. Certainly you need to find someone to pour this all out to. Also you should not endure this all by yourself, find some way to get a mentor who can add another viewpoint. Also let god be in you and support you from inside with hope to elevate your spirits. Find the best way to search far and side for places to move to.