The first step is to forgive yourself.

Nobody will shame you for being honest, open and asking for help on this forum. I don't think anybody could beat you up any more than you're beating yourself up. Whilst you might call yourself a sheep, the fact you delayed as long as you could shows you weren't. They knew exactly where to apply pressure and they did it out of wickedness. The people that did this to us all made getting the vax a kind of IQ test made of trick questions. They used psychological-warfare techniques and spent a long time planning how to trick, cajole, force and terrify people into getting jabbed.

Forgive yourself. High Blood Pressure affects your health, but the feelings of shame and regret you describe are affecting your soul and spirit. Forgive yourself.

The first step is to forgive yourself.

Nobody will shame you for being honest, open and asking for help on this forum. I don't think anybody could beat you up any more than you're beating yourself up. Whilst you might call yourself a sheep, the fact you delayed as long as you could shows you weren't. They knew exactly where to apply pressure and they did it out of wickedness. The people that did this to us all made getting the vax a kind of IQ test made up of trick questions.

Forgive yourself. High Blood Pressure affects your health, but the feelings of shame and regret you describe are affecting your soul and spirit. Forgive yourself.