I went and got care myself, but it's been hard. Glad it worked for you. Now my father lost his wife recently so we are both struggling now. It's a fight with evil, with death, with fear, but it's mostly with yourself, guilt, deep regret, and feeling like you have failed. I will continue to pray for you as I do for myself and all the others on both sides of this terrifying subject.

I went and did inpatient too and it didn't help a lot. Glad it did for you. Now my father lost his wife recently and he has the same deep dark in his mind so we are both struggling now. It's a fight with evil, with death, with fear, but it's mostly with yourself, guilt, deep regret, and feeling like you have failed God. I will continue to pray for you as I do for myself and all the others on both sides of this terrifying subject.

I went and did inpatient too and it didn't help a lot. Glad it did for you. Now my father lost his wife recently and he has the same deep dark in his mind so we are both struggling now. It's a fight with evil, with death, with fear, but it's mostly with yourself, guilt and feeling like you have failed God. I will continue to pray for you as I do for myself and all the others on both sides of this terrifying subject.