My thoughts at the time were, OK so, I am not supposed to be here, where is HERE and how to I not be, HERE. I was immersed in the dream, was not lucid dreaming, just did not feel frightened at all, as if none of the crazy was affecting me. I was disconnected from it in a way. I didn't see any exit signs sorta speak. I have noticed, I often have a third person view during weird dreams, there but, not really there. Like just watching things happening and going with the flow as things are not happening to me but, to others in the dream. Not always like this but, sometimes. I know what lucid dreaming is because I looked it up after I noticed that in some dreams that were horrifying me I suddenly realized it was a dream and in the same dream I turn the tables on what it was that was scary. Situation like, I was trapped in a cement pit, standing on a large pile of half rotted deer carcasses and ripped apart ones and blood splattered everywhere, I was panicking then suddenly it dawned on me, how come I cant smell anything? Why are the colors dull and faded? There is no sound, only visuals.. then I realized I was dreaming and all the fear vanished along with the realization and I woke up. In both of the original dreams posted, I was there but, myself and apart from there. Like, the first one, I was just standing there observing the goings on of the other people or entities, since most of them didnt really seem human to me, just human like. I found the group of oddballs that would ninja out of the shadows to nab others and yank them into the darkness randomly concerning and wondered why the participants are not noticing it happening and was fully repulsed by the "evil dr" doing the same thing and again, no one bothering to care. Was tempted to go take a closer look of the big guy in the chair but, thought, it would be a real bad idea so, did not, didnt want him to take notice of me, better he sit and watch his entertainment. heh. Second one, I was interacting with the entities a bit but, again, was more observing what was going on and how they would react to each other, lots of bullying and chest puffing and random insults that would turn to scampering away the moment anyone showed any sign of actual backbone.

My thoughts at the time were, OK so, I am not supposed to be here, where is HERE and how to I not be, HERE. I was immersed in the dream, was not lucid dreaming, just did not feel frightened at all, as if none of the crazy was affecting me. I was disconnected from it in a way. I didn't see any exit signs sorta speak. I have noticed, I often have a third person view during weird dreams, there but, not really there. Like just watching things happening and going with the flow as things are not happening to me but, to others in the dream. Not always like this but, sometimes. I know what lucid dreaming is because I looked it up after I noticed that in some dreams that were horrifying me I suddenly realized it was a dream and in the same dream I turn the tables on what it was that was scary. Situation like, I was trapped in a cement pit, standing on a large pile of half rotted deer carcasses and ripped apart ones and blood splattered everywhere, I was panicking then suddenly it dawned on me, how come I cant smell anything? Why are the colors dull and faded? There is no sound, only visuals.. then I realized I was dreaming and all the fear vanished along with the realization and I woke up.

My thoughts at the time were, OK so, I am not supposed to be here, where is HERE and how to I not be, HERE. I was immersed in the dream, was not lucid dreaming, just did not feel frightened at all, as if none of the crazy was affecting me. I was disconnected from it in a way. I didn't see any exit signs sorta speak. I have noticed, I often have a third person view during weird dreams, there but, not really there. Like just watching things happening and going with the flow as things are not happening to me but, to others in the dream. Not always like this but, sometimes.