Amazing time for this post to show up.
It's almost 1am here. I'm sitting here at work (which has been closed all day; I needed to escape to clear my head/think things through and am the boss, so here I am), dreading going home to my asleep (physically, as well as mentally) family, and thinking about how emotionally drained I am about trying to wake them up. She's been wondering why I haven't been close to/with her, and has been for months now. She refuses to see the evidence or even comprehend what is about to happen, and attacks me for the way I tell her, rather than taking the information in. I'm going to have to explain why I didn't get home until after 2am, and I'm just going to tell her how numb and dead I am that she refuses to consider the truth. I have the perfect preface and everything, as well as a rebuttal to the inevitable "Trump" blah blah blah that I'll hear (as in, I won't even mention him). I'll most likely end up in a hotel somewhere for a bit until I find an apartment, but I just don't care anymore. I'm ready to move on if this last ditch effort fails.
I'm glad we haven't gotten married...
Amazing time for this post to show up.
It's almost 1am here. I'm sitting here at work (which has been closed all day; I needed to escape to clear my head/think things through and am the boss, so here I am), dreading going home to my asleep (physically, as well as mentally) family, and thinking about how emotionally drained I am about trying to wake them up. She's been wondering why I haven't been close to/with her, and has been for months now. She refuses to see the evidence or even comprehend what is about to happen. I'm going to have to explain why I didn't get home until after 2am, and I'm just going to tell her how numb and dead I am that she refuses to consider the truth. I have the perfect preface and everything, as well as a rebuttal to the inevitable "Trump" blah blah blah that I'll hear (as in, I won't even mention him). I'll most likely end up in a hotel somewhere for a bit until I find an apartment, but I just don't care anymore. I'm ready to move on if this last ditch effort fails.
I'm glad we haven't gotten married...