Lost my big brother (2 years older than me) January 24, 2024. We was heading home from work. He had a head on collision. If you remember it was super foggy that day. We worked together making bourbon for the passed 4 years. brother's bourbon he perfected 3 years before he highered me as his apprentice. Still live on our families land and hang out everyday day with project's on the farm. Working and watching anime (yo yo hakasho). Been having anime day, weekly for over 10 years with our littlest brother, 27. We watch it at our moms house so she can have us together in the living room. She loves to walk by and see us all together watching our shows. He was a liberal, and agnostic. He had finally started to change his views and started hard prepping. He rigged generators to the farm and was working on other projects as he was a nuclear engineer. A genius as well. He's gone now. I got into his Amazon account and saw last year he purchased the philosophy of Jesus christ. Don't hang around on that "fence" as the preachers say. Because it's not a fence it's a battlefield, no man's land. I've got equipment and tools that I don't even know how to use. I was the laborer and fighter so my big brother could be the brains and together we could keep the family and farm fed. Now it's just me and the little. I'm strong and can build but I'm no engineer.

Lost my big brother Marc, 38 (2 years older than me) January 24, 2024. We was heading home from work. He had a head on collision. If you remember it was super foggy that day. We worked together making bourbon for the passed 4 years. If any if you know what Hochatown Distilling Company is, that was my brother's bourbon he perfected 3 years before he highered me as his apprentice. Still live on our families land and hang out everyday day with project's on the farm. Working and watching anime (yo yo hakasho). Been having anime day, weekly for over 10 years with our littlest brother, 27. We watch it at our moms house so she can have us together in the living room. She loves to walk by and see us all together watching our shows. He was a liberal, and agnostic. He had finally started to change his views and started hard prepping. He rigged generators to the farm and was working on other projects as he was a nuclear engineer. A genius as well. He's gone now. I got into his Amazon account and saw last year he purchased the philosophy of Jesus christ. Don't hang around on that "fence" as the preachers say. Because it's not a fence it's a battlefield, no man's land. I've got equipment and tools that I don't even know how to use. I was the laborer and fighter so my big brother could be the brains and together we could keep the family and farm fed. Now it's just me and the little. I'm strong and can build but I'm no engineer.