Leverage was pretty good show, (a little unrealistic how they pull off their tricks), but so much TV, movie, book content has been ruined by my awakening.

To see shows that portray doctors as caring about patients above financial interest, to see TV episodes, movies, or read book that cast American military or CIA as protecting our freedoms, that portray Russia as our enemy, and U.S. and the benevolent do-gooders, or the FBI as a federal law enforcement entity, when I know that is all a lie has ruined my ability watch, or read a lot of stuff.

When I am able to start from the position that it's all make believe, it helps. But things like Jack Carr novels I can not longer read. Reacher still works because Reacher reflect the rot, and corruption military, government institutions, law enforcement, and society.

Leverage was pretty good show, but so much TV, movie, book content has been ruined by my awakening.

To see shows that portray doctors as caring about patients above financial interest, to see TV episodes, movies, or read book that cast American military or CIA as protecting our freedoms, that portray Russia as our enemy, and U.S. and the benevolent do-gooders, or the FBI as a federal law enforcement entity, when I know that is all a lie has ruined my ability watch, or read a lot of stuff.

When I am able to start from the position that it's all make believe, it helps. But things like Jack Carr novels I can not longer read. Reacher still works because Reacher reflect the rot, and corruption military, government institutions, law enforcement, and society.