Down here where i live churches are on every corner. Too bad they are all just hangout spots where people gather to virtue signal their "blessings" to each other and talk about all them "sinful" bad things folks are doing, like drinking and smoking! Ermergerd! Meanwhile they all over fakebook bragging about cruises, disney land, how proud they are of their family members, lots of chrismas photos showing all their presents and just how fucking blessed they all are! Lukewarm swill spat out of the mouth of my God Jesus Christ. I came away feeling more filthy and bewildered than before i tried "going back to church". I had actually left the Church of my heart where i felt God's peace and guidance without confusion. Mayhap God has an assembly of believers i could fit into, i'm not going to pray about it anymore, all i need is His Spirit guiding me right now. Sorry end rant, past two years got me close to losing all hope.

Down here where i live churches are on every cormer. Too bad they are all just hangout spots where people gather to virtue signal their "blessings" to each other and talk about all them "sinful" bad things folks are doing, like drinking and smoking! Ermergerd! Meanwhile they all over fakebook bragging about cruises, disney land, how proud they are of their family members, lots of chrismas photos showing all their presents and just how fucking blessed they all are! Lukewarm swill spat out of the mouth of my God Jesus Christ. I came away feeling more filthy and bewildered than before i tried "going back to church". I had actually left the Church of my heart where i felt God's peace and guidance without confusion. Mayhap God has an assembly of believers i could fit into, i'm not going to pray about it anymore, all i need is His Spirit guiding me right now. Sorry end rant, past two years got me close to losing all hope.