There’s been a lot of us there lately. I myself have sat in the dark with a gun in my hand being empty of bullets and clicking and clicking it. People will tell you next week will be better but you’re worried about the next minute trying to live. It reminds me of being in Mexico next to the ocean with rip tides and I decided to go in (like a fool) being a good swimmer. I was taken under and not knowing where the beach was nor up or down while drowning. I BEG to GOD for one more breath of air and he gave that gift to me ONE MORE breath of air and I pop out of the ocean look around saw the beach and swam like hell. GOD give this man one more breath of air AMEN

There’s been a lot of us there lately. I myself have sat in the dark with a gun in my hand being empty of bullets and clicking and clicking it. People will tell you next week will be better but your worried about the next minute trying to live. It reminds me of being in Mexico next to the ocean with rip tides and I decided to go in (like a fool) being a good swimmer. I I was taken under and not knowing where the beach was nor up or down while drowning. I BEG to GOD for one more breath of air and he gave that gift to me ONE MORE breath of air and I pop out of the ocean look around saw the beach and swam like hell. GOD give this man one more breath of air AMEN