I am further persecuted by wife and son daily. Ridiculed and mocked by both even though i’ve earned and spent every dime and time on both of them. my son is working on his senior project and it is a marble roller coaster that is soldered together. I’ve tried to help him with my knowledge from high temperature silver brazing. he responds as if I’m a fucking retard and that I have absolutely nothing to add to him. in his eyes he is superior to everyone apparently he can finish his fucking senior project by himself. The wife has her heart set against me. I guess she is just tired of everything and tired of even trying and wants to strike out and start a new chapter I guess. Pretty much everything is fucked friends. But ill keep climbing to my Golgotha. I know my wife is going to leave me and I know my son is going to strike out and make a great future for himself and forget about my sorry ass and at this point I don’t give a flying fuck. The only thing I have noticed that it is awkward as fuck because My wife thinks I’m trying to play mind games with her. I guess she doesn’t realize that I’m just submitting. I refuse to walk out I refuse to give up I refuse to lash out. God breaks us. he has to destroy the mortal body in order to create the eternal man Crucify My ass, family, I don’t give a fuck. This dumb fucker is standing where God placed me. Someday I’ll be a fucking superstar. But it sure as fuck is not gonna happen on this goddamn shit rock in the state that it is in. Fuck the world and may God bless himself, for He is the only Name that deserves to be blessed. Jesus Christ is God eternal

I am further persecuted by wife and son daily. Ridiculed and mocked by both even though i’ve earned and spent every dime on both of them. my son is working on his senior project and it is a marble roller coaster that is soldered together. I’ve tried to help him with my knowledge from high temperature silver brazing. he responds as if I’m a fucking retard and that I have absolutely nothing to add to him. in his eyes he is superior to everyone apparently he can finish his fucking senior project by himself. The wife has her heart set against me. I guess she is just tired of everything and tired of even trying and wants to strike out and start a new chapter I guess. Pretty much everything is fucked friends. But ill keep climbing to my Golgotha. I know my wife is going to leave me and I know my son is going to strike out and make a great future for himself and forget about my sorry ass and at this point I don’t give a flying fuck. The only thing I have noticed that it is awkward as fuck because My wife thinks I’m trying to play mind games with her. I guess she doesn’t realize that I’m just submitting. I refuse to walk out I refuse to give up I refuse to lash out. God breaks us. he has to destroy the mortal body in order to create the eternal man Crucify My ass, family, I don’t give a fuck. This dumb fucker is standing where God placed me. Someday I’ll be a fucking superstar. But it sure as fuck is not gonna happen on this goddamn shit rock in the state that it is in. Fuck the world and may God bless himself, for He is the only Name that deserves to be blessed. Jesus Christ is God eternal.

I am further persecuted by wife and son daily. Ridiculed and mocked by both even though i’ve earned and spent every dime on both of them. my son is working on his senior project and it is a marble roller coaster that is soldered together. I’ve tried to help him with my knowledge from high temperature silver brazing. he responds as if I’m a fucking retard and that I have absolutely nothing to add to him. in his eyes he is superior to everyone apparently he can finish his fucking senior project by himself. The wife has her heart set against me. I guess she is just tired of everything and tired of even trying and wants to strike out and start a new chapter I guess. Pretty much everything is fucked friends. But ill keep climbing to my Golgotha. I know my wife is going to leave me and I know my son is going to strike out and make a great future for himself and forget about my sorry ass and at this point I don’t give a flying fuck. I refuse to walk out I refuse to give up I refuse to lash out. God breaks us. he has to destroy the mortal body in order to create the eternal man Crucify My ass, family, I don’t give a fuck. This dumb fucker is standing where God placed me. Someday I’ll be a fucking superstar. But it sure as fuck is not gonna happen on this goddamn shit rock in the state that it is in. Fuck the world and may God bless himself, for He is the only Name that deserves to be blessed. Jesus Christ is God eternal