Basically true. If I was dumb, I'd be soooo much happier.

Ever since I woke up and realised how evil the world is, I've been getting these bouts of "rage blackouts".

What happens is that start thinking about some horrible injustice- 2020, paedos, government, replacement, migrants, etc, and I start screaming to myself about it (or anyone else near me, I'm not fussy!). I think of children being tortured and killed and the elite laughing at us about it...

Then I get so angry about the thing I'm screaming about that I scream about that, and on and on in a spiral, until my vision starts going red, and that's the last thing I remember and I just black out...

I always wake up eventually (so far), in some random place. I can't remember where I've been or how I got there. The time I'm blacked out is just gone. The first few times it was just for an hour or two at a time, now it's always a few days and often a week. The longest was about 10 days...?

Sometimes I can figure out what must have happened, e.g. I can see that I've smashed up my trailer or driven my truck into a tree or some cars, etc. I'm normally injured, but one time I wasn't and I just woke up covered in blood... I don't really want to find out what happened there!

If I was dumb enough not to see this reality that normies can't, I wouldn't have to put up with this. But I also don't want it to stop. It's all I can do to stop the horror.

Anyone else get stuff like this?

Basically true. If I was dumb, I'd be soooo much happier.

Ever since I woke up and realised how evil the world is, I've been getting these bouts of "rage blackouts".

What happens is that start thinking about some horrible injustice- 2020, paedos, government, replacement, migrants, etc, and I start screaming to myself about it (or anyone else near me, I'm not fussy!). I think of children being tortured and killed and the elite laughing at us about it...

Then I get so angry about the thing I'm screaming about that I scream about that, and on and on in a spiral, until my vision starts going red, and that's the last thing I remember and I just black out...

I always wake up eventually (so far), in some random place. I can't remember where I've been or how I got there. The time I'm blacked out is just gone. The first few times it was just for an hour or two at a time, now it's always a few days and often a week. The longest was about 10 days...?

Sometimes I can figure out what must have happened, e.g. I can see that I've smashed up my appartment or driven my truck into a tree or some cars, etc. I'm normally injured, but one time I wasn't and I just woke up covered in blood... I don't really want to find out what happened there!

If I was dumb enough not to see this reality that normies can't, I wouldn't have to put up with this. But I also don't want it to stop. It's all I can do to stop the horror.

Anyone else get stuff like this?