I was in a huge car accident with serious outcomes. All is better now, but at that time I felt my lowest, hollow, despair and depression. I even considered suicide.

All my life I was an atheist. You could say a militant atheist to the point of being obnoxious. For instance if someone said: "God is all around us". I'd say: "Really? If God is all around us, have him move that chair right now".

I did have a good moral compass before faith. I always tried to do the right thing and felt compassion and empathy for others. One time I was at McDonalds and saw teens walking by who grabbed an elderly man's fries. I went to the counter, told them what happened and got him more fries. Another time I was driving and saw 5 kids in a circle around a scared little mouse. I stopped my car and made them stop. I thought if there is really a God, when I die, he should judge me by how I behaved in life and what I've done for others. If he still sent me to Hell for not believing him with all the good I had done, I thought that would be egotistical.

By the time I was in my 20s, I had become an Agnostic organically on my own. I wasn't sure anymore. I started going to a nondenominational church. They had a prayer box. Every now and then I would ask for peace of mind because I didn't have it. Then I decided Nature was God. (Later I learned Einstein thought that Nature was God too). Now I know God made nature. After my accident, I needed real help. I leaned on God. Through God, I received faith, hope, spirituality, patience, peace and amplified my love, humbleness, appreciation, charity and compassion. Most of all, I received God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit & The Blessed Virgin Mary. I lived without faith, then with faith. I choose faith.

Before God, I would take a test and worry about the outcome all the way until I received my score. Now, I try my best at whatever I do, and leave the outcome to God. I don't worry anymore. I'm not afraid to die. I just try to live in the moment.

My life has changed. All for the better. And I thank God for all he has done and will do. I have faith, and it feels really good. 🕊

I was in a huge car accident with serious outcomes. All is better now, but at that time I felt my lowest, hollow, despair and depression. I even considered suicide.

All my life I was an atheist. You could say a militant atheist to the point of being obnoxious. For instance if someone said: "God is all around us". I'd say: "Really? If God is all around us, have him move that chair right now".

I did have a good moral compass before faith. I always tried to do the right thing and felt compassion and empathy for others. One time I was at McDonalds and saw teens walking by who grabbed an elderly man's fries. I went to the counter, told them what happened and got him more fries. Another time I was driving and saw 5 kids in a circle around a scared little mouse. I stopped my car and made them stop. I thought if there is really a God, when I die, he should judge me by how I behaved in life and what I've done for others. If he still sent me to Hell for not believing him with all the good I had done, I thought that would be egotistical.

By the time I was in my 20s, I had become an Agnostic organically on my own. I wasn't sure anymore. I started going to a nondenominational church. They had a prayer box. Every now and then I would ask for peace of mind because I didn't have it. Then I decided Nature was God. (Later I learned Einstein that Nature was God too). Now I know God made nature. After my accident, I needed real help. I leaned on God. Through God, I received faith, hope, spirituality, patience, peace and amplified my love, humbleness, appreciation, charity and compassion. Most of all, I received God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit & The Blessed Virgin Mary. I lived without faith, then with faith. I choose faith.

Before God, I would take a test and worry about the outcome all the way until I received my score. Now, I try my best at whatever I do, and leave the outcome to God. I don't worry anymore. I'm not afraid to die. I just try to live in the moment.

My life has changed. All for the better. And I thank God for all he has done and will do. I have faith, and it feels really good. 🕊

I was in a huge car accident with serious outcomes. All is better now, but at that time I felt my lowest, hollow, despair and depression. I even considered suicide.

All my life I was an atheist. You could say a militant atheist to the point of being obnoxious. For instance if someone said: "God is all around us". I'd say: "Really? If God is all around us, have him move that chair right now".

I did have a good moral compass before faith. I always tried to do the right thing and felt compassion and empathy for others. One time I was at McDonalds and saw teens walking by who grabbed an elderly man's fries. I went to the counter, told them what happened and got him more fries. Another time I was driving and saw 5 kids in a circle around a scared little mouse. I stopped my car and made them stop. I thought if there is really a God, when I die, he should judge me by how I behaved in life and what I've done for others. If he still sent me to Hell for not believing him with all the good I had done, I thought that would be egotistical.

By the time I was in my 20s, I had become an Agnostic organically on my own. I wasn't sure anymore. I started going to a nondenominational church. They had a prayer box. Every now and then I would ask for peace of mind because I didn't have it. Then I decided Nature was God. (Later I learned Einstein that Nature was God too). Now I know God made nature. After my accident, I needed real help. I leaned on God. Through God, I received faith, hope, spirituality, patience, peace and amplified my love, patience, humbleness, appreciation, charity and compassion. Most of all, I received God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit & The Blessed Virgin Mary. I lived without faith, then with faith. I choose faith.

Before God, I would take a test and worry about the outcome all the way until I received my score. Now, I try my best at whatever I do, and leave the outcome to God. I don't worry anymore. I'm not afraid to die. I just try to live in the moment.

My life has changed. All for the better. And I thank God for all he has done and will do. I have faith, and it feels really good. 🕊