"I have no intention of leaping through psychological hoops and hurdles...."

Yet Jesus literally carried His own wooden cross to be hung up on, and hung on it for 6 grueling hours, bleeding to death as the people mocked Him. As he laid on the cross, a spear was thrust through His side, whether it be just a spear or actually a philosophical device designed to fell a God, it was absolutely brutal.

So I am sure you can handle a few months or years of existential qualms, internal debates, and soul searching. Anything else is just excuses, nothing is too big for Christ.

"I have no intention of leaping through psychological hoops and hurdles...."

Yet Jesus literally carried His own wooden cross to be hung up on, and hung on it, bleeding to death as the people mocked Him.

You can handle a few months or years of existential qualms, internal debates, and soul searching.