May turn out to be the best thing. If I can go back that far I will link a post about a fight I had with my oldest. It was a doozy. Tough love from people here told me what I already knew. I needed to stop acting like a doormat and tell him to get out of my house if he found me and my beliefs so offensive. He did. And he checks in regularly and tells me he loves me every time we hang up the phone. The big blowout was emotional and I said some things I wish I hadn't, but so did he. We are closer now than we have been in years and when I begged him not to get boosted before doing extensive research from ALL SIDES, instead of acting like I was crazy he said, "yea, I looked into that and not gonna. The heart stuff kinda scary,"

Miracles do happen.

EDIT: Here's the original post. https://greatawakening.win/p/11S0l6lepr/my-young-adult-son-is-losing-his/

May turn out to be the best thing. If I can go back that far I will link a post about a fight I had with my oldest. It was a doozy. Tough love from people here told me what I already knew. I needed to stop acting like a doormat and tell him to get out of my house if he found me and my beliefs so offensive. He did. And he checks in regularly and tells me he loves me every time we hang up the phone. The big blowout was emotional and I said some things I wish I hadn't, but so did he. We are closer now than we have been in years and when I begged him not to get boosted before doing extensive research from ALL SIDES, instead of acting like I was crazy he said, "yea, I looked into that and not gonna. The heart stuff kinda scary,"

Miracles do happen.