PS, dipping your toes in Kabbalah or any other sort of mysticism can indeed be dangerous, even for someone with experience. If it's wisdom you crave, the Holy Spirit's got you covered.

If you don't believe in Christ yet, no problem. Ask him for proof. Regularly. He understands that you need some reason to believe. Have faith, it will come. I have no reason to lie to you.

PS, dipping your feet in Kabbalah or any mysticism can indeed be dangerous, even for someone with experience. If it's wisdom you crave, the Holy Spirit's got you covered.