Always been awake (perplexed observer of human nature), just not had the info to explain to myself, why I would watch how people acted and thought, people were idiots, always striving for the next new popular thing in fashion and fads, always hated and loved people, always thought the "mainstream crowd" acted like fake idiots though who get passive aggressive and shun you if you are not up to date with that "latest thing/trend" and if you are not phased by that shunning and viper spittle, there must be something wrong with you. heh.

Always been awake, just not had the info to explain to myself, why I would watch how people acted and thought, people were idiots, always striving for the next new popular thing in fashion and fads, always hated and loved people, always thought the "mainstream crowd" acted like fake idiots though who get passive aggressive and shun you if you are not up to date with that "latest thing/trend" and if you are not phased by that shunning and viper spittle, there must be something wrong with you. heh.